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Intimacy With the Lie
05:30
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Heaven is at a Distance
13:55
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Vengeful Burden
06:08
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Wasted space begets wasted directions
Wasted anger begets wasted valuable time
Wasted time begets a wasted life
You're wasting over.
You're wasted again.
I cant recall what I was supposed to feel
In the middle of the disappearing act my heart put on.
Even if it wasn't the first time, it never is a thing you're ready to learn.
So again I sat. So again I stared. So again I waited for the rest of time to burn.
If I could only check in at the horizon with their remnants. To see what they chose to leave behind.
I haven't given myself a chance to really let it set in.
So I decided to let everything beside me walk a hundred miles away.
I'm twisting until the threads come apart.
I'm warping until theres nothing left.
Theres plenty more space now.
I remember now how its supposed to feel.
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Fire of My Resentment
09:38
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What is Broken
09:02
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Spring has stripped itself from the year’s wintry veil once again,
In an annual mission to animate wilted flowers and deciduous skeletons,
Though it lingers in my shadowy corner of the universe,
To me it imparts nothing, I remain empty at the core
Its light traces the darkness of my silhouette only to fade,
Its love confides in me only to perish at the distant sight of better days,
Late at night it stares back at me through the mirror,
So as to make me forget my being entirely,
Deep within its voice echoes only to be forgotten
Mother who has cast me into this world,
I long for your comfort amidst this lonesome war,
The trumpeter struggles to find the right notes,
Years of forsaken songs yearning to be sung
This loneliness I’ve carried doubles in weight,
How I wish for someone else to alleviate this pain,
The gaping hole within expands and grows worse,
The longer I wait for that someone and she who loved me first
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Bring forth my judgement
Tear me apart
Show no mercy
Bring forth my judgement
Set me ablaze
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The Will to Exist
09:46
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Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. Live on
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Jonathan Fraser Huntington Beach, California
Booking: jlfraser555@gmail.com
Been playing and recording music since 2009. Most of my music revolves around melancholy, anger, frustration, love as well as hope. Emotion will always be what drives me.
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