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This Gaping Hole Within (feat. Lainey Lavender)

from Heaven is at a Distance by Jonathan Fraser

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lyrics

Spring has stripped itself from the year’s wintry veil once again,
In an annual mission to animate wilted flowers and deciduous skeletons,
Though it lingers in my shadowy corner of the universe,
To me it imparts nothing, I remain empty at the core

Its light traces the darkness of my silhouette only to fade,
Its love confides in me only to perish at the distant sight of better days,
Late at night it stares back at me through the mirror,
So as to make me forget my being entirely,
Deep within its voice echoes only to be forgotten

Mother who has cast me into this world,
I long for your comfort amidst this lonesome war,
The trumpeter struggles to find the right notes,
Years of forsaken songs yearning to be sung

This loneliness I’ve carried doubles in weight,
How I wish for someone else to alleviate this pain,
The gaping hole within expands and grows worse,
The longer I wait for that someone and she who loved me first

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from Heaven is at a Distance, released October 24, 2020
Vocals by Lainey Lavender
Lyrics by Thou Botaniste

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Jonathan Fraser Huntington Beach, California

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Been playing and recording music since 2009. Most of my music revolves around melancholy, anger, frustration, love as well as hope. Emotion will always be what drives me.

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